Take hot baths, trouble my brain, read, watch a movie, or two, or three, and a season of a good TV show, preferably in one sitting, read again, in a hot bath, contemplate while watching the forest at the end of the field, getting depressed about humanity, take a hot bath, watch another season, trying to get through another day without crying in public, wasting another ten minutes of my short life updating the my secret diary on personal host and read again..